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AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
2:00 PM
It reminds me of the past.
I know it happened in the past, but it was so long ago that I can hardly recollect clearly without any prompting. It feels so surreal, and as if it didn't happen before.
It was a nice dream where I have found what I thought I have always been searching.
But I knew it was not. I indulged nonetheless.
Regret? Definitely
But I cherish the remains, though it is not like what it is supposed to be anymore.
AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
11:56 PM
Perhaps I was lost, and I am not certain.
It was quite long ago that I can sit down to have a good conversation with anyone. Simply because I just don't have the time to do it anymore. I guess I have been overwhelmed by work, that I hardly have time to pause, to reflect.
It doesn't help when I am overwhelmed also, by work-related stress. As a matter of fact, I hate my organiser file, and I hate it even more that I have to rely on it.
I always make myself rest, but perhaps in a wrong way, I really don't know. I make time for sports, and that itself land me in a position that I will be even more tired after that.
This evening was a good break. God was kind enough to bring us rain, and that really refreshes the air. We had a time of worship and praying for one-another during Alpha training.
It does give me more desire to spend time with God. I know it is definitely going to be hard. I want to forgo some of the things that I am doing now to make time for God. But before I throw in the towel(refering to nothing in specific), I want to pray that God will give me grace.
This evening pause was refreshing.
Thank God that you still love me, that despite this long and tiring road that I am journeying with you, you are the light to my path.
I Love You
AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
12:49 AM
地球很危险
很想代你 面对世间疯狂和混乱
这地球 喜欢恩怨
巴不得跟你在太空取暖
让你平静造个美梦 躲开这个失乐园
天高地厚 就快也不够日争夜斗
已不适合情侣畅聚漫游
当小温馨伟大到像虚构
在我怀内愿你当绿洲
我用风筝携着你走
很危险 下秒将 地老天荒
当千纸鹤难以伴你飞 就掷向星光
只想可跟你同住天幕里
流浪太虚 别了地球 留下壮举
只得你我莫问谁和谁 只需一寸赤地团聚
星海 随便去寄居 足印 熔在陨石里
乌烟俗气 就快看不见甚麽是爱
那七宗罪便够杀掉未来
心比起空气受更大污染
就算逃入梦里去渡海
怕幸幅之门被炸开
很危险 下秒将 地老天荒
当千纸鹤难以伴你飞 就掷向星光
只想可跟你同住天幕里
流浪太虚 别了地球 留下壮举
只得你我莫问谁和谁 只需一寸赤地团聚
星海 随便去寄居 不管 来或去
火星踏碎 若你觉得已住不下去 哪个星球你想去AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
12:25 AM
I don't like how I am feeling now.AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
11:19 PM
感慨
南洋是没有秋天的，但南洋里的雨季同样叫人惆怅，使人感慨。
这些天，老是专心不了，考试迫在眉梢人却无动于衷。这一点也不像往常的我。
回顾过去几周，生活其实也是再也平淡不过。
“我们都爱橙色”
好友晋轩蒙主恩，信主了。祈祷了约有一年，能够有幸见证那神圣的一刻，我只能感恩，只能为之感到谦卑。
对于晋轩，我是有不少遗憾的。有些人说，在你身边越靠近的人，你越容易忽略他们。他，就是很实际的一个例子。我常为了忙，而未能抽空分享他的喜悦，听他倾诉。
“今年的感恩晚会，我们都得执勤”
学弟翱翔与学妹静妍（恕不识写你们的名字）也信主了。回想起来，福音对我来说是很重要的，如果他是我的朋友，我要送他什么礼物，福音是不可缺的。但至今，我未能很好地做到这一点。看到干妈的真诚，她就是那么容易地把心中的话语其他人分享，从容不迫，我该向她学习的还很多呢。
“这是从陈爸爸的部落格偷的”
同时令我十分感慨的是见到老友彦燊一天一天地成熟。
刚认识他，他不过十二岁。我还记得，第一次见到他，他是不愿意和我说‘白话’的。当时，他没有我高，非常恭恭敬敬的，不多语。他的才华是无需我大费周章的。有一天，朋友突然说，我对他说话的态度相似个‘老豆’。我不敢当，有其子，其父更不逊也。引他的话，‘兄弟’似乎更贴切。
能够认识到你们是我的幸福。
AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
8:48 PM
外婆
突然回家，多半不是好事，这一次是半个突然。感觉自己在逃避，但又强迫自己去面对，矛盾，进退两难。我也不知道该为她怎么祈祷，眼前的使我想象不了什么奇迹。我也开始问，奇迹是否只发生在别人身上。我知道我不该这么悲观。
同学
她，停学了。该怪谁呢？或许不该责怪。
关心，想要关心，却无从下手。
遗忘，却不能心安理得。
宿舍
征求改变，我有点撑不下去了。新的工作的确让我兴奋过，但我也该意识到那不是我的强项。
AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
9:49 PM
抽离
最近几周都在训练宿舍的一些学生打Captain’s Ball。挺好玩的。然而，好像当年参加戏剧社般，过于投入使得办事有点难。对于他们的表现是非常满意的，但有些事我是觉得没有必要发生。压力很大。
最近晚上都不能睡好，今天终于病倒了。看了医生，现在还好。
常梦到与死亡有关的梦。好友、外婆、哥哥、阿姨、表哥。懊恼的是，梦见已过世的人会让我茫然，醒来过后有种不知发生什么事的感觉。梦见在世的更叫人惆怅。
妈妈说：外婆病重，剩下的时间不长。
AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
10:37 PM
这一刻
有点怀念林老师，快要做她的功课了。
听着蔡健雅的歌，有种让时间停止的感觉。
好像飞去看表姐与她的女儿。或许，在另一个空间，那时静止的一幅画。
待回会与好友去走走。好期待，未来AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
8:00 PM
旧灾
这回我一定要换电话了。
刚才，多年没打来得她致电给我拜年，我手抖着，脚麻了，心就是突然得慌了。
我还以为她再婚便不会再闹我了。前一阵子，还听父亲说好像有新欢，之前又说她再婚的。那全都是假的吗？
当年，我错在不懂得防卫自己；现在的她或许还是那么的心酸，我不敢恭维。
如果你能从我的敷衍猜到我的心，那就好，别再执迷不悟。
可是，看来又是我过于天真。AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
1:19 AM
We are the reason
Verse 1:
C E Am
As little children we would dream of Christmas morn
G C G Dm
and all the gifts and toys we knew we'd find
Am A5-Am Am A5 Am
but we never realised a baby born one blessed
C G
night gave us the greatest gift of our lives
Chorus:
G Am
We are the reason that He gave His life
Dm Em
we are the reason that He suffered and died
C Dm
to a world that was lost, He gave all He could
Dm C
give to show us the reason to live
Verse 2:
C E Am
As the years go by we learned more about gifts
G C G Dm
giving of ourselves and what that means
Am A5-Am Am A5 Am
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying
C G
in the rain because of love, because of love
Chorus 2:
G Am
We are the reason that He gave His life
Dm Em
we are the reason that He suffered and died
C Dm
to a world that was lost, He gave all He could
Dm C
give to show us the reason to live
BRIDGE:
C Eb
I've finally found a reason for living,
Eb C#
it's in giving every part of my heart to Him
C# C
In all that I do, every word that I say
Dm Eb E
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him
Chorus 3:
D Em
And we are the reason that He gave His life,
Em D
we are the reason that He suffered and died,
D
to a world that was lost,
Em
He gave all He could give,
Em D Bm
to show us the reason to live.
D D
He is my reason to live.
AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
7:36 PM
那女孩的心声
草坪上，星空下，
虫鸣淹没了你的饮泣
怎么倾诉了心里不见得好过
也许，这是走得太近的错觉
这是生命的一种璀璨
灯火阑珊才知灿烂是有代价的
熟悉的，不会再熟悉
要重新适应，习惯
不要紧的
别让过去不美好的
缠绕着你向上的腿
AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
10:50 AM
静
有朋自远方来，不亦乐乎。
可我并不太乐。
凯的到访填补了时间的空挡，但这一刻的我，想要留点空间给自己。
或许是时候反思了。
团团转，忙碌忙碌。
是时候把安静还给自己。
是时候让零八年沉淀。
然而，心，能静吗？
暗地里的不甘愿
深埋着的不宽恕
还有一些对于他们的不舍与牵挂。
静AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
8:57 PM
考试前的一些杂念
考试就在角落那一头，
正在努力。
身边有些正在哀悼的人，有些要面临别离。
人生就是如此得充满挑战。
生活没挑战，反而会变得过于平凡而无意义。
有些事，要学会珍惜就得经历丧失。
生活固然难。但神一直都在。希望也因此无所不在。
香港人有句话是这么说的，有危机就有转机。
我得回去温习了AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
3:24 PM
安娣走了
在宿舍四年的安娣走了，或许是金融风暴的关系吧。
昨天她告诉我时，跟她拍了一张照片留念。
安娣，珍重！AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
12:20 PM
离意初萌
气话
近来总是感觉到一股又一股的压迫感。
首先是那荒唐的绯闻，应该说，又另外一则荒唐的绯闻。我身边的好朋友们，如果你们被卷入一些很荒谬的传闻，那我非常对不起。至于那些爱乱说话的人，我不知道你们是谁，但我很生气。你们可知道，你们的随便开个玩笑是多么地令我反感。我痛恨绯闻。
更令人感到迫恻的是，我竟然和学生传绯闻。你们可知道，这事可大可小。我跟他们混得比较熟是因为我还不老。而且，我和他们年龄相差不远，与他们成为好朋友有什么值得稀奇的？你们乱想，未免太过不信任我了罢。
最令我失望的是你竟然怀疑我假公济私。对，那时我处于两难状态，但我不是不专业的舍监。我可以坦白告诉你，当时的我做了我应该做的事。你爱怎么想我不管了。不如你想想，学生出事我为何不想向你报告呢？
还有你，我们仅是同僚，请你搞清楚这一点，我无须向你报告一切。我不喜欢你的言行，如果可以，请不要干涉我的事。
爱看小我的人，我不需要你的鼓励，如果可以，请你们闭嘴。我知道你比我老，理应比我懂事，然而你的言行说明你很幼稚。别惹我！！！
我需要冷静冷静。AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
12:17 PM
2008 - People that have shaped my 2008.
Auntie Linda
Not just for this years, over the years, you have been the light and the salt for me. I thank God for allowing you to mentor, more so after I have graduated from JC.
You have always been a role model to me, so focused and yet so warm at the same time. You seem to read my mind, you seem to know what I am thinking even without me saying it.
Over the years, I have learned much from you, (I hope). I will still continue to learn from you.
Benji
It is a chapter of life that I wish I could have written it in a better way. You had been such a good brother to me, taking care of me, how you have showed much tolerance towards me. even to the extent of spoiling me. Still remember, you question the possibility of you getting me spoilt. Ha…But I guess, we are just too different. Now that we are friends, I feel more natural. Thanks for walking into my life.
Bill Gother
I would say many important decisions that I have made was actually under his influence. He is a stranger to me, yet his wisdom is splendid. I went for your seminar, never in my life would I imagine myself attending something like that. Yet, you have caused my relationship with my parents and boss to be better. I thank God for you dedication to His service.
Cheryl
My housemate. Still remember that you were my HM, checking me into OH. Knowing you as a housemate has changed my perspective towards cool people like you. You didn’t talk much, you still don’t talk much to any people. Thanks for praying for me, thanks for being there when I want to grumble, thanks for having me to stay with your family, they are lovely.
Chin Yee
fellow AHM, my AHM, my mentor in handling issues in OH.
It has been tough. You are a transparent person, your emotions are always written on your face. There are time that I will siam from your black face. Nonetheless, is kinda cool to be truthful to oneself. Ha.
Thanks for taking care of me whenever possible. Thanks for inviting me to be your white mouse when you cooked, your food tastes nice! Thanks for being an encouragement to me.
There was once a rumour saying that you were leaving, Ricky and I felt like leaving….A lot of people have left, so, please don’t leave abruptly.
Christabel
If Andrew has not left, I guess we may not have been close friends. I guessed, this year has been tough for you as well., with “your that friend’ and all other things that has caught us off guard. There are people who have warned me against you, I guess they are worried that we would get together or something like that. Hmm… How is that possible? So no worries, k ( sounds like me speaking to myself)
Thanks for sharing your life with me for the past few months or so. I hope I have been a help to you.
Dr. Tan
If every Chinese teacher is like you, Singapore will embrace the language. You are my favourite Chinese teacher, because you are able to inspire. You have inspired me to be more than a language teacher, your lessons have definitely widened my horizons in terms of how teaching can be done. All the best for your new post.
Grace
I think we have done a lot of funny things together, performing without knowing the song well, talking rubbish whole day long. You are a fun friend, but you have moved on. All the best Grace. When you come back, let’s meet up k.
Matthew
You have been a good influence to me. And it has been interesting enough to know you as a close friend. We have stayed under the same roof of OH for 2 years plus, it is only till this year that I got know you. Your BPR is accurate to say that you have widened your social circle. Thanks for being there when I needed someone to hear me rant, thanks for ranting to me. Thanks for being so mature at such age. Thanks for -- befriending
Sharon
Thanks for being there for me when Andrew left, your encouragement have helped me to go through the that period. Thanks for also guiding me in teaching in CF. This is my first year, and I am glad that I have you as my partner, someone that is so seasoned that I can learn from.
I shall help you to baby-sit Asher more often. I hope I have a free day for next semester.
Siew Geok
Thanks for always giving me the positive side of the coin. You have been strong in your character. I thank God for your life. This year has not been easy for you as well, but in the midst of all these, it is as if God is showing me that I need to persevere and trust in Him even when the storms arise.
Xiao Wei
You are like everybody’s personal assistant. Thanks for being a good friend in school. Thanks for going home with me. I wish you all the best with all the commitment that you have gotten yourself into, It is in you to be so selfless, give yourself a break when you need it, k? cheers
AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
11:26 AM
那一场过云的细雨
那一场过云的细雨，格外宁静。雨水像雪花似飘着下来。
灰的天，绿的茵，湖镜的朦胧。
灰的天，再过一阵就会蓝。
绿的茵，是渺小，但它们渺小得坚强
湖面得涟漪打扰着你麻木的苦闷，
忍着吧，雨总会停，你是会看到太阳的。
那一场过云的细雨，如人生的挫折，
细雨滋润大地，洗净凡尘；挫折让你成长，让你坚强。
AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
10:22 AM
气话
他痴‘子子’筋，口出狂言，唯恐天下不乱。
恶心肠的人，神说，别报复，让神去解决他们。
会遭天遣。
我承认我当下非常生气，甚至很恨他。失控！
算了，当他是个童话里的恶魔，不会有好下场的，不然，小孩会不忿气。AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
11:39 PM
战役
或许胜算不大，
或许是我倔强，
或许你会说这场战，不打就已经输了。
我承认我天真，
这一刻的我，仍要坚持下去。
忍涕咬牙也得试一试。
这一刻的我
梦幻大卫
AmenedIn the name of Jesus;
in the name of Jesus;
11:48 PM
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