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Wednesday, March 18, 2009


外婆
突然回家,多半不是好事,这一次是半个突然。感觉自己在逃避,但又强迫自己去面对,矛盾,进退两难。我也不知道该为她怎么祈祷,眼前的使我想象不了什么奇迹。我也开始问,奇迹是否只发生在别人身上。我知道我不该这么悲观。

同学
她,停学了。该怪谁呢?或许不该责怪。
关心,想要关心,却无从下手。
遗忘,却不能心安理得。

宿舍
征求改变,我有点撑不下去了。新的工作的确让我兴奋过,但我也该意识到那不是我的强项。

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Wednesday, March 4, 2009


抽离
最近几周都在训练宿舍的一些学生打Captain’s Ball。挺好玩的。然而,好像当年参加戏剧社般,过于投入使得办事有点难。对于他们的表现是非常满意的,但有些事我是觉得没有必要发生。压力很大。

最近晚上都不能睡好,今天终于病倒了。看了医生,现在还好。
常梦到与死亡有关的梦。好友、外婆、哥哥、阿姨、表哥。懊恼的是,梦见已过世的人会让我茫然,醒来过后有种不知发生什么事的感觉。梦见在世的更叫人惆怅。
妈妈说:外婆病重,剩下的时间不长。

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